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from “If You Could See Me Now” by Cecelia Ahern
live. love. learn.
I’m always mad because of your mistakes. You make mistakes because of me. I yell because you don’t listen. You don’t listen because you’re tired. We fight because you’re stubborn. I’m stubborn because we fight. I cry because of your words. You say those words because you mean it. I’m leaving because you meant it. You’re sorry because you said it.
You’re done. I’m done. We’re done.
We laugh, we cry, we fight, we disagree. No one said that love was going to be easy.
stevexiong: 2011: One Last Confession
I still love you. I don’t know how much I love you, nor do I know if the feeling will ever deplete from my system…but I do. There is a certain kind of miracle that happens when time is involved. For me, specifically, time away from you made me realize how young and raw this feeling still is.
I…
That’s it, I’m done looking. I’m tired of the lies and bullshit the past has put me through. Why should I put so much effort into something that’s going to fuck me in the end? Why should I even try? I go around trying to find the one, when I finally thought I did, they leave me heartbroken. I’m exhausted from being told that I’m different, that they’re different, that they won’t hurt me because they’re truly falling for me. Well, if you were truly falling for me, why did you lie to me? Why did you end up leaving me in the end? Why did you say you wouldn’t hurt me but I’m the one sitting here in tears wondering where the hell you went. Thanks for making me feel like a total fool for falling for your words. All the bullshit I’ve been through, is just another reason for me to put more walls up, another reason to be defensive, another to not fall for someone so easily. Right now, I’m just going with the flow. Why should I still have my hopes up for something that doesn’t give 2 cents about me. Whatever happens, happens. People say, good things come to those who wait, well you know what, I’m done waiting too. If you want to catch my attention, capture my heart, make me truly fall for you- man, you better give it your all. Because in the end, it’ll truly show me how much you’re fighting for me, how much you’re willing to wait. I’ll test your patience, your endurance, your ability. So if you quit in the end, it shows that you were never actually there for me. So to those who are still to come into my life, bring it on.
Honesty.
The worst thing about being lied to is knowing that you weren’t worth the truth. You know that feeling of your heart dropping when you find out that your loved one has been trying to hide something from you? Yeah, not the greatest feeling in the world. It might not mean shit to you, but it sure means a hell lot to me. So save your sugar-coated bullshits for someone else. Come at me with one hundred percent honesty. The naked truth is always better than the best dressed lie.
'Til eternity♥: Wanna know the difference between me and you?When you’re talking to...
Wanna know the difference between me and you?
When you’re talking to other girls, you’re probably flirting with them and attracted to them. When I talk to other guys, they’re just friends, and if they even bother to flirt with me, the only guy who’s even on my mind is you. They don’t interest…
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'Til eternity♥: Is it wrong of me
to still be mad at you for things that happened in the past? The things that hurt me the most, and things that i’ll probably never forget? Am I in the wrong for bringing up the past and using it against you? Truth is, I don’t think I’ll ever get over what you did to me. And I still overanalyze…
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